18 weeks..........

After a series of doctor's visits , I came back to bangalore on Sunday 17th Oct. Doctors (well.. I have 2 to 3 doctors for me as they are all my Mom'z friends ) explained to me what to do and what not to do. They did the routine scanning and pronounced that my baby is growing strong and without any problems..I was praying for that only...
My family said that I should be thinking of good things now...This would mean that I should shut my mouth when someone jumps infront of our car while driving,and also no scoldings to Auto Rickshaw Drivers who behaves meanly and so on....God!!!!! It is really difficult...I know that my baby is studying each and every words I have uttered till now and would use it against me first :)
In any time now,I should feel the first movement of my darling...Waiting eagerly now..They said it would be a flutter but I know it would be a full swing kick for me which says "Mama..Im here..so you better watch what you say and what you eat!!!! Make me strong and I will kick you" :) :)

3 and a half months......(14 weeks)

Some times Im scared.....Scared as to whether my baby is fine or not....As I crossed 3rd month, all early problems vanished just like that and my appetite returned to normal.Now Im worried why I do not have those difficulties..Because that way I was knowing that this young person who is inside me is growing strong each day by day.. Now it is the period of uncertainity..My doc said that until 18 months I would not be able to feel any movements inside... I desperately want to feel it now so that I could be sure that my young one is safe and sound...

Well.. I think its high time I learned the letters in that word "PATIENCE" more thoroughly...
My baby...I know,you might be reading each and every thoughts of mine and most of them would be bouncing to you... :) Good thing that you dont know reading and writing now.. :) :) Otherwise imagine what all bad words you would be telling me even before you utter the word "Mama" !!!!!!

I will teach you the meaning of everything you hear now when you are 18 years old and until then you are not even supposed to tell your Dad !!!! okay?? It would be a secret between us :):):)

Grow well my baby...I will wait for your first kick in another 4 weeks....Actually I wanted you to kick some one ;) But anyway guess Iwill have to do it now by myself until you come out. ;))

My Dancing baby

Today I got my official scan report after completion of 12 weeks (3 months) and it showed a happily moving baby with regular growth. For a moment I saw her upside down and then moving around as if she is really happy doing sommersaults inside her home. (Yeah.... Im officially calling my baby 'she' until I get to know otherwise.

She is now 5.5 cms in length and by the time the doctor clicked her pics, she was again doing sommer saults.. My doc did not get a clear shot let me tell you !!!!In my opinion this child of mine is going to be a real active one..Either an athlete or a dancer...Pray that she doesnt dance like her Dad !!!!
Hope she is good in Maths like her dad and not like me :))

3 months completed successfully

Well...our journey towards a new life is still going good and we completed 3 months of it successfully. Today my scan showed fully developed baby but still so small and it was moving when we were looking at her as if to acknowlegde that He/She knows that we are watching !!!!!!!!!!

It was almost like dancing :) ... May be it is showing off its dancing skills already.. As you know how good dancers her parents are... :) Well..Time will tell whether He/she would be following Michael Jackson's foot steps :-))

Too impatient....

Well....if you have read my earlier posts then you might be wondering what has happened to me to change this much...
Well....I have changed...may be for good. Im too impatient for anything and everything. I usually get frustrated easily... Like wise Im too impatient now to see how my baby would look like... But they say that I have to wait for 6 more months for that.....
When I started blogging about my new journey I did not know why I started it. But now I know why I am doing it. I want to let my child know about my feelings and thoughts flowing through me when I was carrying her/ him. I want her/him to understand the forming of a bond between a mom and a child right from the beginning....
I just have one prayer to God now... Let my child be healthy (physically and mentally) when it makes an appearence to this world.

My child, i love you so much ....you never made me sick or weak. If no one caution me to walk slowly I would never even know that you are slowly growing inside me. You are slowly becoming a part of my life and Im so anxious to meet you....

8 Weeks and going good....

Yesterday I got my scanning done and the doc said that my baby is now 8 weeks old. I dont know why but from the beginning I have a feeling that it is going to be a girl for me. If everything goes fine then we would be welcoming a baby girl for sure according to me.

I have done quite a few predictions in the past and am good at it... More or less like Paul the octopus ;)
Good thing is that Im among those few lucky people who does not have morning sickness. If I didnt get the test done last time when I did, I would never know also that Im carrying. I feel normal...well almost apart from the diminishing appetite part.

Its quite uncertain whether everything is normal until you get the scanning done. So after the scanning for few days you would be confident and then it is again back to the uncertainity. I guess it would be the routine until the baby movement starts...

I'm not thinking about it now a days..If god wishes this baby to be born then she/he will. I have left everything to him.Im just his servant and helping the baby to grow in my womb.....

Why did God Made Sisters?

He wanted you to have a best friend. They would be your best friends no matter what. You dont have to pretend with them since they know you inside out...You can take out your frustations on them..She feels bad at first but it will not last long. She will forgive you and will not have lasting grudges....

My sister is my best friend. I do not have any special friends other than her to share my thoughts with. I love you dearest sister. And please forgive me if I have hurt you with my words.Thank you for being there for me.

I wish I could be a better sister to you and support you whenever you are in need of a best friend....