Changes Changes all around !!!

Dear Baby... I will tell you one secret today. Your dad never was the one to get tied to a marriage. He did not want to get married just for the reason that his kids would climb on his bike and scratch the bike's petrol tank :):) !!!!!!!
After 7 yrs of meeting him he never changed this attitude until today. Today we were talking of how to take you out in a two wheeler when you are growing up and guess what he told me.. Me and my kid will go in my bike and I dont care even if he / she scratches the petrol tank!!!!!!
His bike is his first wife and I come second and to hear him talking like this was a real miracle :)
He is already planning for your two wheeler license and your adventure trips with him...

We are eagerly waiting for your little one who is going to change our lives forever. We ( I and your day) do not think much about future and get worried about it unnecessarily and hence we are really looking forward to welcome this change in your life which you would be bringing.

Just praying that you would come to us safely so that we can show our gratitude to you for coming into our lives. you have already brought so many changes for us and we are hoping for more good changes....

23 weeks 2 days .....We are sailing smoothly

My Last scan report was a minor cause of concern as it told that my baby does not have enough space in his/ her home to do its antics . I was worried about it and my doctor advised several set of tablets and nutrients.

Today I got the wonderful news that everything is going fine and that my baby is growing perfectly and no need of further worries or tensions...Yay!!! Baby we did it!!! We both ate well and took our medications correctly..

Now all we have to do is to wait for that day to meet each other... You should have seen your papa's face when he felt your first kick !!!! He loved it..

Every day I hear your papa talking to you and he says he wont involve mummy in these chit chats and that it is secret between both of you :):) He is ready to spoil you the moment you come out. He says spoiling is my job and repairing is mom's job...

Love you both very much !!!!! Grow well young one.. Im getting really impatient now to see you :)

My karate kid started Kick boxing - 21 weeks

It was few days after I completed 18 weeks, I felt the first flutter ..At first i did not really recognize it..Then it happened again.. I was stunned...My colleague who was sitting next to me was looking at me oddly seeing my stunned expression :) I told him " My baby kicked me !!!!" I could not control my happiness....
It was a great feeling...I felt an unexplainable joy and proudness.....It wasa great moment and I would remember it forever....
Now by each day kicks are becoming a regular thing and growing stronger... oh my baby you dont know how much your dad want to feel your kick.. so when you become a bit stronger i will let you kick him :))

You should have seen his expression when he listened to your first heart beat..It was priceless. You gave us a scare many a times and we had to rush to scanning center. Waiting for our turn to get scanned..long hours like eternity ..And when our chance came we were praying for you my little darling...And then when we hear your heart beat we cannot express our joy :):) it almost brought tears to my eyes!!

I cant wait to see you dear!!!!! Grow strong..Eat well like your mummy :)

18 weeks..........

After a series of doctor's visits , I came back to bangalore on Sunday 17th Oct. Doctors (well.. I have 2 to 3 doctors for me as they are all my Mom'z friends ) explained to me what to do and what not to do. They did the routine scanning and pronounced that my baby is growing strong and without any problems..I was praying for that only...
My family said that I should be thinking of good things now...This would mean that I should shut my mouth when someone jumps infront of our car while driving,and also no scoldings to Auto Rickshaw Drivers who behaves meanly and so on....God!!!!! It is really difficult...I know that my baby is studying each and every words I have uttered till now and would use it against me first :)
In any time now,I should feel the first movement of my darling...Waiting eagerly now..They said it would be a flutter but I know it would be a full swing kick for me which says "Mama..Im here..so you better watch what you say and what you eat!!!! Make me strong and I will kick you" :) :)

3 and a half months......(14 weeks)

Some times Im scared.....Scared as to whether my baby is fine or not....As I crossed 3rd month, all early problems vanished just like that and my appetite returned to normal.Now Im worried why I do not have those difficulties..Because that way I was knowing that this young person who is inside me is growing strong each day by day.. Now it is the period of uncertainity..My doc said that until 18 months I would not be able to feel any movements inside... I desperately want to feel it now so that I could be sure that my young one is safe and sound...

Well.. I think its high time I learned the letters in that word "PATIENCE" more thoroughly...
My baby...I know,you might be reading each and every thoughts of mine and most of them would be bouncing to you... :) Good thing that you dont know reading and writing now.. :) :) Otherwise imagine what all bad words you would be telling me even before you utter the word "Mama" !!!!!!

I will teach you the meaning of everything you hear now when you are 18 years old and until then you are not even supposed to tell your Dad !!!! okay?? It would be a secret between us :):):)

Grow well my baby...I will wait for your first kick in another 4 weeks....Actually I wanted you to kick some one ;) But anyway guess Iwill have to do it now by myself until you come out. ;))

My Dancing baby

Today I got my official scan report after completion of 12 weeks (3 months) and it showed a happily moving baby with regular growth. For a moment I saw her upside down and then moving around as if she is really happy doing sommersaults inside her home. (Yeah.... Im officially calling my baby 'she' until I get to know otherwise.

She is now 5.5 cms in length and by the time the doctor clicked her pics, she was again doing sommer saults.. My doc did not get a clear shot let me tell you !!!!In my opinion this child of mine is going to be a real active one..Either an athlete or a dancer...Pray that she doesnt dance like her Dad !!!!
Hope she is good in Maths like her dad and not like me :))

3 months completed successfully

Well...our journey towards a new life is still going good and we completed 3 months of it successfully. Today my scan showed fully developed baby but still so small and it was moving when we were looking at her as if to acknowlegde that He/She knows that we are watching !!!!!!!!!!

It was almost like dancing :) ... May be it is showing off its dancing skills already.. As you know how good dancers her parents are... :) Well..Time will tell whether He/she would be following Michael Jackson's foot steps :-))